just pinch me, pinch me, pinch me

just pinch me, pinch me, pinch me

After parking the BLR mobile on the side of the road for the sight in my previous post to eat my lunch, I went for a big ol’ hike yesterday. As usual, not only did I not read up on where I was going, but I didn’t know whether it was an actual hike, or one of those walks that tourists just like to call a “hike” to say they went hiking. I wasn’t sure the conditions or length. I just parked my car in town and walked to the trailhead with a backpack containing a sweatshirt, bottle of water, notebook, I.D, bank card, cell phone, camera, and up I went.

I’ve hiked a lot of places and I’m an active girl, so I thought It’d be a breeze. It wasn’t exactly hard, just a lot more steep and muddy than I had anticipated. As I sweat and sweat because the punishment once again of not planning is dealing with things like being overdressed and packing too much, I laugh and ask myself why I continue to be such a stubborn pain in the a**. Like, why I don’t read up on these things? What is my deal with that? I have come up with nothing to date other than because doing all that research and finding out everything about something before you do it simply takes all the fun and adventure out of it and that’s a snooze. I enjoy sometimes making things difficult for myself too, that way I always feel alive.

The hike was gorgeous and a good replacement for my run for the day. (Have I mentioned yet that when I have run around the neighborhood I am staying on these misty mornings I feel like I am running through an enchanted forest? It’s as if the BFG, Hansel and Gretel and the Cheshire Cat are going to pop out and say “Hey Di! How are ya? Isn’t it gorgeous here in our home?!”)

A shot of the green on the way up:

At one point I literally had to hug a tree to prevent myself from falling in 2 feet of mud. Here’s a photo of me laughing thinking about all of you out there who’ve joked before that I’m a “VT Tree-huggin’ Hippe.” (I am even sporting my Vermont hat!):

View from about 3/4 of the way up:

Sign and my sneaker almost to the top. (It’s a good thing I follow directions so well.):

At the top:

Besides the view, another treat at the top:

The choice yesterday was pay $30 for a round-trip ticket, or hike up and pay $5 for the ride down, or spend $5 and use your receipt from your purchase for the ride down. No brainer. I’m not going to hand someone a 5 dollar bill if I can have a cold delicious beer and hand them a receipt just the same! I didn’t know what to expect at the top of this mountain, but it ended up being better that I thought it’d be like so many other things on this trip. I got this view, a cold pint of Alaska Brewing Co. Summer Ale and some french fries gifted; “Have some!” from two cruise ship tourist gents probably in their 70’s sitting next to me at the bar having a cold brew too. I just sat back, took a few minutes, sipped my beer and thought ahhh….life is so, so good.

How incredible is this trip and how gorgeous is Alaska?

Sigh…

Thinking of words.

Still thinking…

…and thinking…

Hmmm…my mind just floats.

I have thought a lot about this. I’ve tried coming up with the right words or terms to fit this experience but I can’t.

I can say this is hands down the best thing I have ever done in my life for myself. In seeing amazing sights and having experiences like I have, it’d normally be such a total bummer for me not be able to share them with someone that I love present with me. This time though, I am so happy to be alone and with just myself. For anyone else out there who has reached to grab their own personal star and actually been able to put a hand on it too, you know what I mean. If there’s one thing I know for sure now, it’s that I won’t ever again doubt my abilities moving forward for anything I want to do or be in my life. That kind of confidence is the best gift any of us could ever find for ourselves.

As for how gorgeous Alaska is?

If you took every National Park you have ever been to, add every photo you’ve seen that looks fake but is real in National Geographic magazine, add every green space that’s totally natural you’ve ever been in, every bit of pure blue water you’ve ever swam in, some snow-capped mountains, throw in a glacier or two, and unscathed land for hundreds and hundreds of miles, multiply it by 100- that’s Alaska. Add a sunny day (it’s overcast and misty here a lot) and blow that previous formula off the charts. My pictures do it no justice either, I barely know how to use my camera the right way.

Yep. For real.

As you all know Alaska is my 50th and final state to make it to. To say I saved the best for last wouldn’t be fair to the other states. After all, each place has it’s own perfection. However, the fact of the matter is, the behemoth beauty of Alaska leaves any close competition far, far in the distance.