recess, sabbatical, furlough…

recess, sabbatical, furlough…

…whatever you want to call it. I am taking one from here. Overwhelmed? Not really. Stressed? Nah. Feeling like I don’t want to share my every thought, decision and move with everyone, every second of my day so I can actually have a clear head and worry about only me? YES. Totally.

Absolutely I realize sharing everything is what I signed up for. I love transparency, most of the time. My life has been one big transparency-fest. I’ve turned myself into a giant piece of Saran Wrap and I’m feeling like I need to be more of a tarp right now. (Yes, like the blue thick ones you buy at Lowe’s and Home Depot.)

I want to live in a big fat city. That is SF, Chicago, DC, NY. If I can’t live in one of those I want to make enough money to be able to go to them as much as I can. In order to figure out how I can do this when I have like negative zero dollars in the bank, I need more time to game plan, brainstorm and all that fun stuff even more than I already do. Blue Lollipop Road is my life and my love, but makes me no loot so right now it must take a bit of a back burner to things that make me loot so I can actually live where I want to live. If I keep moving to places I really don’t want to, or making peanuts for money just because a job falls in my lap, I will never be at my best and I’ll have to keep moving to stay interested, engaged. I will also never have $2 to my name. That’s just silly. I’ve loved my time being a professional vagabond. Change is good, but I have moved 96 million times in the past 14 years. I have learned a TON, but now I’m flippin’ tired. I am way too talented and capable of having my own business or working for someone else who will pay me a decent amount for my talents and experience to not be funneling all my energy into a great concept or company in one place/city/state. I’m ready to put that 14 years of being a professional vagabond and trier of all things to good use.

So?- I’m funneling right now. If you hear nothing but crickets here, on Twitter, Facebook, email, phone, etc.- don’t be surprised. I’m fabulous, I’m healthy, happier and more confident than I’ve ever been. I’m just taking some extra time to make major headway on my future.

I promise I’ll show back up here, bounding and smiling soon enough. As I sit in San Fransisco today, it seems a perfect time to quote The Governator:

“I’ll be back.”