Author:bluelollipoproad

Out With The Old, In With The New

Dear 2009,

Even though I happily proclaimed on this day one year ago “2009 is my year!”, I knew by that I meant the hardest and most intense growth year of mine yet. (Kind of like when you have that feeling you’re about to watch a train-wreck.) Well 09, you certainly proved to be just that difficult and then some. As dramatic as it might sound, there were a few points I really questioned whether I’d actually make it through to ring in 2010. 
Well here I am. 
Thanks for doing whatever you did to show me that indeed I can and will be able to handle anything that comes my way now. Even though I wouldn’t tried to convince myself otherwise- I wouldn’t have been able to hack it all before now. Thank you for that.
~Diane 
Dear 2010,
I am so, so totally ready. 
Bring it!
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Time Stamp

Living in the past doesn’t do us any good, but looking back in reflection is good for us all. I spent time today reading some things I wrote on this day one year ago in this notebook. I then promptly threw it in the dumpster outside my apt. Accept it all/own where you have been and what you’ve done, then toss it and move on. It’s always motivating to be able to see how far you’ve come, humbling to see how far you still have to go and thrilling to think about all the things that are possible for tomorrow.

One year from today? We’ll all be even faster, smarter, better than we’ve been this year. You’ve got to love that. It doesn’t come easy but it’s sure worth every ounce of blood, sweat and tears.
Here’s to looking at yourself in the mirror and not running away. 
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I’m Danika Patrick

Moving to different states, starting new jobs, next chapters, etc.- all mixed in with the holidays tends to put a wrench in the writing plans. Sorry to have disappeared. In my absence I have certainly collected lots of stories.

I’ll tease you with a scene that might be in my book someday. I’m back to writing regularly again as of today too. Here’s a story to start:
It’s Christmas night, freezing and pouring rain. I am in the middle of nowhere and get to a friends house in the country. (They were gone for 2 days to see family.) It’s pitch black about 8pm and I am alone. I tried to be a bad-ass and wheel up into their snow covered icy driveway. (Have I mentioned how much I hate the snow and cold weather? I mean hate it. LOATHE it. If I never saw a temperature below 75 again in my life I’d be happy.) Because I am more stubborn than an ox, even though I don’t make it the first 3 times, I try for a fourth and then…yep. In the ditch I go. I get out and start pushing my car, in flip flops, in the snow and rain- soaked and laughing at myself because I knew damn well that I’d end up in the ditch but I tried anyway like an idiot. After realizing that unless I was going to suddenly become the Incredible Hulk, all 120lbs of me was probably NOT going to be able to push my car out alone. I got back in the car. Took a deep breath, channeled my inner Vermont, put my poor civic in reverse and burned that little thing out of that ditch like you read about.
I then left the car it in the middle of the road and walked in the house.
Merry Christmas to me. 
I love that I can appreciate these adventures and the fact that a year or two ago in this situation I would’ve been spitting and cursing. Now I sit here typing shaking my head and smirking. 
What’s it all worth it if you can’t laugh at yourself?
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Just Pee And Exit Please

Should they really have to tape this up on a bathroom wall in a Doctor’s office?

I always love the random hand-written signs like these in various public bathrooms. It seems a lot of humans are having quite the little parties with themselves in these places, stuffing things where they shouldn’t, not understanding how to flush, locks the doors, etc. 
Entertaining.
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Whatcha Thinkin’?

I saw this “Community Issues” board on the wall at a coffee shop in Vermont. I like it. What a great way for people to voice thoughts, concerns, opinions in a simple and peaceful way.

I think things like this should be up in every place of business or anywhere people interact. Wouldn’t it be great if we could share information like this anonymously on a regular basis? Maybe we could all open our minds and see things from someone else’s point of view a little bit easier that way…
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